Boobs Mcgee

NEW JOURNAL

2008-02-21T17:59:43Z

I made a new journal.

Add me! I added anyone I normally keep in contact with on here but if I missed anyone add me i'll be more than glad to add you back.

My_Silverlining

I dont't wanna take what you can't give

2007-01-23T14:39:26Z

The only thing I want for my birthday is in TX right now getting ready to go to class. :( Pooo. Today doesn't seem like it's going to go magnificently. Steven did call me this morning to remind me I was 19. Haha.. And last night he called really late around 12 to wish me happy birthday. What a sweety. His parents are taking me to Stonewood Friday for my birthday. I feel bad, they're already helping out so much with helping to pay for me to fly out to TX with them next month when Steven graduates. :\ AND his mom is gonna buy me some lingerie (SP?) for when we go out there hahahaha. I was going to buy it myself but hey if she wants to buy it for me go right ahead!! She said it was kinda like a birthday present.. shweet! It's just.. I wish I could help them out somehow. They do so much for me and Steven already. :\

Class tonight.. ;alisjefoiaweh

Got bored yesterday and went around taking pics. I just figured out I could take really close up pictures with my camera..so I had some fun. ;) They aren't anything SPECIAL

propermedicine @ 2007-01-01T18:02:00

2007-01-01T22:02:38Z

Just a quick update.. I hope everyone's Xmas and New Years was amazing!! Sorry I haven't been on and not able to comment on journals. Steven leaves tomorrow so i'm gonna do a real update with pics and everything.

But way more importantly..

I'm officially engaged. XD Details tomorrow!

Hope all is well with you crazy peoples.

HIRED!

2006-11-14T16:34:01Z

I finally got a job. I'm not a bum anymore!!! I can buy my own food and save to get a car now and not feel worthless and stupid!! Yaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy. I start tomorrow at 8am at The Atlanta Bread Company. They do catering and stuff. Cece said i'll be working 5 days a week and will most of the time start work at 7 in the morning. Holy freakin cow. The pay's minimum wage..but I don't freaking care. I have a job.

Me and Jess made cookies yesterday for our men.. There should be more pics later. I just wanted to share my dinosaurs.

Got it from meanmachinexxx
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Name 10 things you love that begin with this letter. [If you want me to give you a letter lemme know!]
1. Hampsters (eventhough I get bit by them all the time..but I still love those cute little fat furry things)
2. Hair cuts
3. Helicopters
4. Hats
5. Horses (eventhough the big ones scare me)
6. Happy....lol Or I guess being happy
7. my Hoes hah
8. ummm..this is hard. Hephalumps (however you spell it..those elephant things from Winnie the Pooh)
9. yeah I can't think of anymore.. I lose.
10.

Got bored today.

2006-10-19T22:36:11Z

Tonight i'm going to see The Grudge 2. >:] I better get scared.

The last leaf!

my sis took this one.. i brightened it up a bit

This one here is 2 CT which looked way too big on me.. I liked the 1 CT or 1/2 CT i can't remember..the ring's width was smaller and that's why I liked the smaller CT hehehe..my hands are super small

I don't really like the three stone ones but I liked this one

and I looooove this one cause the bands are so tiny

And that's all I could really find as far as rings go.. atleast on the internet. Steven's momma had to cancel today's trip to go out and look at rings so we'll do that tomorrow.

I've been so down lately. I'm just tired of feeling alone all the time. I try and try not to resent Steven for leaving..but there's still the slightest part of me that does. I know it's wrong to resent him..because he's doing what he's always wanted to do and he's doing it for us. He had no other choice..this is to help get us on our feet. But sometimes it just hurts that he left. I wish that we could've done something that would make us both happy. I don't like feeling left behind. But the greatest things in life wouldn't be so great if you didn't have to fight for them. And I know he's worth the wait.

looky looky!

2006-09-04T03:45:02Z

I got this pierced Friday night! It was spur of the moment..as are all of my piercings or whatevers that i get done. I really like it..

But more importantly... after a MONTH of not hearing my baby's voice, he called me yesterday. And although we only got to talk for a few minutes, just hearing his voice...it was incredible. I want to hit myself in the head though.. I wish I would've said so much more, but I was flabbergasted. He called right as I was fixing to get into the shower, so i pick up the phone thinking it's going to be one of my friends or my brother.. and I hear this familiar, "Hey baby" and I was shocked. lol He sounds so different.. but the same. I dunno. He sounded very depressed & just down. He said he's upset that he can't talk to me more, that writing is good but not enough, and he just worries constantly (about crap he shouldn't even be thinking about..me cheating or leaving him..stuff like that). I just wish I could've said more to him, but I didn't know what to say exactly. I was just so glad to finally get to hear his voice again.

pics!

2006-08-27T18:24:02Z

I haven't put up pics in a while, so i figured that... I WOULD NOW! I went to some friends of mine's wedding a while back..Jessica and Kevin. And there are pics of some random stuff...

I love days like this..

The newly weds!

me and my sis

me and michelle

These rest are from when me and Mich decided to go exploring down some dirt roads...

me and michelle have a thing for cows...

what?? you don't see a random chair in some field with really tall grass very often..

that dog was goint to attack us

THE END!

So anyways... last night was incredible! I promised myself I wasn't going to go out for a while, and yesterday I was feeling like crap..but Crystal managed to drag me out of the house and I am so glad she did. I haven't had that much fun in a while. I'll put up pictures later along with details.
But basically that's been my weekend so far... Steven MIGHT call today, so i'm hopin and wishin and prayin! Pray that he does call guys!! lol

I hope everyone's weekends have been extraordinary.

propermedicine @ 2006-08-14T01:23:00

2006-08-14T05:24:18Z

sometimes i feel like i'm driving myself crazy..

i think i'm fixing to start my period or something.

man..

2006-07-05T14:06:17Z

I'm not sure how a pickle was able to end up in his arm pit..but it got there and it stayed. Along with all the others haha.

I love this one of us.

Scarrryyyy !!

Erin's amazing artwork.

Last night's sunset out near Steven's.. this is when we were heading to the fireworks show.

The beach was AWESOME. I have more pics but I can't put more up until I find a good place to host my pics. Right now they're all ones that are already uploaded to myspace.
Also got some good ones from last night (HAPPY 4th OF JULY BIATCHES). Fireworks are purtty.
Anyone know of a good place that can host pics for free?? And is easy to use for a tard such as myself??

----------------------EDIT

Okay the rest of the pics are here!!

My daddy driving us to daytona :] He said driving's a serious business so he tried to make it look that way

It's weird cause the water is usually not that greenishblue color..it's usually a grey/blue looking color. I think the water got that way because of the hurricanes. But I don't really know or care cause it was pretty. (these are all in Daytona)

Erin and Steven's legs and me !

Me and my boo :]

I'm about to get clobbered by a wave. Only Erin would take a picture like that

I have no idea... haha

Erin's FACE!

I got hungry (these are in Naples)

kyle got hungry and just wanted to be gross

Steven's really bad splinter...it was big :[ poor mister

Scary..me and my brother in the car

Carter and Kyle being homos

The boys in the pool.

I guess i was scared

Another one of the boys

freaks lol

Me and Kyle at the fireworks show.. I look HORRIBLE in this pic

At the fireworks show :]

Aaaaaaannnd a scary face for the big ending.

some pics :]

2006-06-22T00:53:32Z

Bobbatundae Sophollo was lonely...she needed a boyfriend.

So I got her Daddy Donkey Dick..D for short (Steven named him). They're boyfriend and girlfriend but they have to stay away from eachother.. they'll either make babies or attack eachother. it's tragic <3

Batman's gotten biiigggg. He's a killer now.

Charlie.. he's a lion.

Some shoes I got from walmart the other day..lol

I also FINALLY cleaned my room!

Steven got me the World's Greatest Girlfriend thing. it was very sweet

Piiicccttuuurreeesss ;]

2006-06-18T01:36:37Z

the new tat

my other tat

hmmmmm..

that pic is a piece of my artwork.. pastels.. i got so tired of having to use them\

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Basically I spent the day cleaning my room, helping my dad put together a computer desk for my computer..and then cleaning my room some more.. I got frustrated because i was supposed to go to a bbq with Steven at his grandparents but i couldn't get a ride from steven because their explorer is in the shop. I turned down two of my friends who wanted to do something with me today because I thought i'd be doing that, so that was a let down. :[ but i'm over it. lol

gosh................

i need to get a job.

okay..so i got a 2nd tattoo

2006-06-17T01:26:45Z

haha.. so i took my dad out to dinner tonight for a father's day present (yes i know it's not until sunday silly gooses). Erin came along too. and afterwards.. i decided that i wanted to get a tattoo. so got my dad to drive me and erin to bodytech. me and her found a nice little tattoo. we looked for a while but i knew for sure i wanted it on the back of my neck which is exactly what i did. it's a star thing.. yes i have a thing for stars lol my other tattoo is a shooting star on my hip. ouch... but this one didn't hurt too bad. filling in the color is always the hard part..otherwise it was cool. i'll definetly have pics soon :] yes, i am a tattoo&piercing whore!!

propermedicine @ 2006-06-09T19:21:00

2006-06-09T23:24:08Z

Maybe i will come back to LJ.. im pondering it.
there's no telling!
i just found myself in the mood to write something. hmm..so tomorrow steven gets back from his vacation thingy. how nice :]
i get to babysit caleb and ayeden tomorrow. that should be crazy.
i also have a graduation party to go to tomorrow. [a really old teacher of mine is throwing one for her students] it should be fun.
TONIGHT, i might go out dancing with mich. or we'll do SOMETHING that's for sure. i'm thinking of planning my next tattoo but i dunno. we shall see ♥

helloooo

2006-06-06T23:42:38Z

Yes, I am still alive!! Anyone that's interested can check me out at http://www.myspace.com/_emiloo

If not then poo on you lol

propermedicine @ 2006-01-25T17:41:00

2006-01-25T22:47:10Z

Got my nose pierced for my birthday >:]

propermedicine @ 2005-10-25T16:10:00

2005-10-25T20:25:24Z

Today it was FREEZING. I mean come on. What the heck is going on?!?!?!? Actually I love this weather. I wish it would stay like this longer. I definetly wasn't ready for such a cold snap this early though. WOOooo

Anyhow went up to All Cats to pick up Batman. We took him in last night to get his..something or other..and they ended up keeping him over night. Because apparently he had to be nuetered right away or all hell would break loose and the world would be doomed. I dunno. The lady made it seem really urgent that he get fixed that night. So we went to pick him up a little bit ago and he's sooooooo fucked up right now. I don't know if it's drugs or what. But he's walking all crazy and is in la la land or something. It's pretty hilarious. hahaha. Poor Batman. :[

Friday night at Steven's was funnnnn. He killed his ankle though so he wasn't doing too good. We didn't get back until 2 am. We watched Troy and ended up falling asleep on the couch together..literally got like 30 min of sleep lol Fuck that shit. Well he had to get up early in the morning for work. I don't really remember what I did Saturday or Sunday..except for that I worked Sunday night... We did hang out Monday for a while..before and after work. YAY What sucks though is I had a retarded dream last night. I dreamt that it was Halloween..and Steven was dressed as an ugly clown. And he broke up with me..so I was mean to him..and then he wanted to get back together and I was like No Steven it's too late for that crap...get away. It was kind of funny. I mean it sucked cause he broke up with me in the dream but he did it as a freakin clown. An UG FACE clown. Haha. Wow

Oh YES!!! And this Saturday me, Steven and Mich..and maybe Steven's cousin are going to Halloween Horror Nights..or Hallo-Scream..or something.. I'm not really sure. But i'm excited. HEHEHEHEHE

propermedicine @ 2005-10-21T12:18:00

2005-10-21T16:33:19Z

I'm going to Steven's game in Orlando tonight with his parents and spending the night with him afterwards. I might spend the whole weekend with him but i'm not sure yet. His mom said I could if we wanted. :] It's just he works 7 in the morning to 3:30 tomorrow and he's hanging out with me after he gets off, I might go back to his house which i'm hoping. I don't know though so we'll see.

Other than that nothing new. Stuff has been happening but it's all been a big blur. My english teacher pisses me off. She hates me. And I think it all started when I was late to make up some stupid test and she yelled at me about it. I told her that I had to go to the clinic (which I did) and she was like 'I saw you walking in the hall kissing your boyfriend doing god knows what and blah blah blah' which I was doing but I was only walking him to lunch..I just happened to stay for a little while during lunch because it was 80's day and some of our friends dressed as 80's rappers and started break dancing on a big piece of cardboard in the middle of the lunch area outside..I had to watch! It was hilarious. I had to support my G's. lol THEN I went to the clinic..and then I went to make up the test. Ever since then she always makes me feel like an idiot. Stupid butthole. I hope a dinosaur eats her one day.

OMG i'm so glad it's a 4 day weekend. But then we have this Hurricane Wilma scooting her fat ass towards us..I hope we don't get any rain while we're in Orlando. Oooo but it would be fun if our power went out for a day or two..while I was at Steven's house.. hehe. I'm sure we could find many ways to amuse ourselves.

propermedicine @ 2005-10-17T16:14:00

2005-10-17T20:22:50Z

1. What was your first childhood memory? Hmmm...the first thing that I can think of is going to the beach with my dad and my sister every Saturday or Sunday. Then we'd always go eat at this place called Doo-Wappa-Doo Diner afterwards and get balloons and our faces painted sometimes...lol

2. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? Probably North Carolina. I love the mountains up there and the weather is perfect.

3. What would your dream job be? I dunno, probably something having to do with kids. I love kids :] They're so much fun!!! They say the funniest things sometimes.

4. How old were you when you got your first kiss? I think I was around 8 or 9. I was forced into it. I was playing with some neighborhood kids and there was this one boy that wouldn't let me get out of the tree that I was sitting in unless I kissed him so I did lol Kinda sucked...

5. What is the last non-school book you read? Hmmmm.. my sister has a book called Across the Nightengale Floor, I think that was the last one I read, I can't remember the author of the book though.

WANT TO BE INTERVIEWED?
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002. I will ask you 5 questions, and post your answers in your journal.
003. Then interview your friends with your own questions

----------------- Anyhoot. Just got off work. It was good. Went by fast. I bought some Publix sweet tea after I got off. My god...I love sweet tea. Steven came in to see me and during my cart duty I just hung out with him at his truck. Oh man. What a sexy beast he is. I definetly don't deserve him. Hah..Maya followed me out there cause she was gonna help me with carts and I really wanted to be alone with Steven but she wouldn't go the heck away and kept talking to us even while we were kissing. haha She is so weird. Kind of scares me a little... Erin left me to go over to mom's tonight.. I'm kind of sad about that. It's weird being alone at my dad's. I mean i'm not alone, there's my dad and my grandparents and Batman(HEHE). But i'm used to having Erin or Carter around. Mom hasn't called. I was going to try to talk to Carl today to see if she even wanted me to come over so I got Erin to call the house but no one answered. I don't like feeling like this. Today was going so good. And now it has all gone to shit. I cry so easily now and i'm the kind of person who never cries. Never ever. Especially not in front of anyone. Tears come so easily and without warning. But anyway..i'm really looking forward to this cool weather around the corner. I love how the air smells when it's cold outside. And the crunch of leaves under my feet. And when you can feel a cup of hot chocolate go all the way down until it hits your belly.

propermedicine @ 2005-10-15T15:31:00

2005-10-15T19:46:23Z

Today it is a month for me and Steven. haha I accidently spelled it Stecen. Well I thought it was funny.....
Man I just got off work. I hated it. Except for that I got to work with Steven. I went to his game last night in purple fairy wings (our school colors are purple and white)..and like fifty bajillion marti gra beads..and a purple wand with a star on it hahaha.. and my face all painted..it was beautimous. I got to ride in my friend Sarah's truck with Sierra during the halftime show when people competed to see who decorated their car the best for the game. I felt special cause not a lot of people get to do that. Muahahaha. Anyhoo..Steven did sooo good during the game. Too bad that we lost though. He got hit hard once or twice and he had a mild concussion after the game. I was so freakin scared for him cause he couldn't hardly stand or talk and he was soo out of it. But he called me last night and was actually able to talk and I worked with him today and he's doing better so that's good. He's coming to visit me when he gets off hehehehehee. yay.

Other than that..life has sucked. I got kicked out of my mom's. It's a long story and i've had to tell a billion different people about it.. to make it short.. she's evil now that she doesn't drink and I guess I piss her off really easily..and she says i'm selfish..so she kicked me out :\ Turd. I was about to tell her that I liked her better when she was drinking but I wisely chose to not say anything else. I had already pissed her off, didn't want to make her cry too.

Ahhh oh my gosh everyone's turning 18 and leaving me behind!!!! I got until January though. I don't want to get any older. I never wanted to turn 17 for jebus christ.

OH yeah I got my freakin evaluation at work today. It was pretty good actually. The only thing that was bad on it was that I needed help with finding products and knowing where the heck they are in the store. Otherwise..I did GOOOD.

propermedicine @ 2005-10-05T17:15:00

2005-10-05T21:20:25Z

Ugh work in 45 min. SOOO excited.
I'm glad though cause I don't have to go to school tomorrow since i'm leaving with my friend to go to her brother's graduation in South Carolina HEHEHEHEHE and there's no school on Friday so yeah. Freakin sweet.
Steven leaves tomorrow to go to Cali for 5 days since his birthday's on Saturday...he's going to see his family. I'm gonna miss him SO MUCH!!!! I made him a huge chocolate cake today and brought it to school for him!! :D And I brought some of my fairy wings and a fairy crown and he wore them around school all day.... You don't know how funny it is to see a football player wear fairy wings and a fuzzy purple crown. I couldn't stop laughing all day. I still can't believe i'm dating a jock. He's like my opposite in everything..but yet we get along so well. It's weird. Hopefully i'll get to see him tonight though. Tomorrow it shall be 3 weeks. Yeah I know..loddy frickin dah.
Anyway..imma go blow dry my hair. UG

propermedicine @ 2005-09-29T16:19:00

2005-09-29T20:30:12Z

heeeey hey. Basically I'm still alive. I've just been at my Xanga more than LJ. Yeah I know..we can all say sellout.. :[ Sorry. Got a lot of friends from school on there. If anyone still wants to keep in touch with me here's the link to my Xanga. <-- there it is right there
But anyhoot, I hope everyone's been doing fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what else to talk about...
School= okay. It's been going good I guess...just need to umm..study and do homework more often.
Parents= okay... my mom and her boyfriend are going to AA (alcoholics anonymous or something) meetings everyday. and my dad is..my dad...lol
Boyfriend= yes. X] I am unbelievably happy with him!!!! his name is Steven. That's the guy that I was afraid of hurting a while ago because he liked me a lot and I just wasn't into having a relationship at the time, but I finally decided what the hey, i'll give him a try. And it was an AWESHOME decision.
Work= work. Nothing new there. I got a 25 cent raise. WOOHOO ;D

I guess that pretty much sums it up. I'm gonna go comment on ppl's journals now.

propermedicine @ 2005-08-18T18:05:00

2005-08-18T22:19:01Z

I'm missing a half a fucking credit for Geometry. I shouldn't of skipped so much last year 2nd semester..... OMG. But i'm gonna start this Crop program where I make up the credit at school. I stay after for the class Tuesdays from 3 to 6. Also meaning that i'll have to change my work schedule YET again. Pretty crappy.
Erin's sleeping in dad's room and I came in here and started barking at her but she didn't wake up. Now she's rolling around. And SHE HAS ARISEN praise the lord she has arisen. I hate preachers.

Omg I ate way too many nachos. It feels horrible.

I love my humanities teacher Mr. Owens. He's the shit. Man..he's got this poster in his classroom of a really really hot old guy with huge muscles and like..the perfect old guy body (or young body for that matter)and below the pic it says "growing old isn't for sissies...or panzies"... or something like that. I was like Oooo hot old man. It was really weird... Old men usually creep me out. Anyway, and he gave us some of that rice paper that you used to use in elementary school with the big lines. I'm not crazy I know what i'm talking about.. lol Well he made us write cursive on it. I haven't written in cursive in forever. I remembered why today.. It requires way too much thought process haha. Well if you don't remember some of the letters...

propermedicine @ 2005-08-15T16:33:00

2005-08-15T20:47:34Z

I got dress code today...first day of school. Yeah..I can tell this year's gonna be an interesting one. Let's see here..I'm gonna get my schedule changed around a little but so far it's:

1st - Drafting/Ill Design 2
2nd - Art/2-D Comp 1
3rd - Algebra 2
A LUNCH
4th - Humanities
5th - American Government/Economics -cringe-
6th - English Honors 4 -double cringe-

Yeah..so basically i'm trying to switch around my Drafting and Art classes so that i'll have art first and drafting second. Dunno if it'll work..it all depends on Ms Chenault. I think if I beg her enough she'll put me in the other one...the one with Michelle and Travis..and whoever else is in there. And 2nd period art has Tima and Joel in it..if I stay in 1st period art i'm like the only senior. Sucks.
I'm also going to try to drop Algebra 2 cause it's hard and I don't feel like bullshitting my way through that class..plus it's my last year! I should take easy classes >;] So maybe i'll get into Integrated Math lol Or something else all together. I talked to my guidance counselor about getting out of English Honors but it's impossible. I should've done it earlier during the summer. DANGIT
But atleast I have lunch with Mich and Heather..there's others I know but they're the only ones I hung out with today. School is just so....not like it used to be now. It's really hard to explain. I almost feel like I shouldn't even be there because it's my last year.
Anyhow, does anyone know of the nicest way possible to tell a guy that you don't want to date him? My good friend Stephen says he's liked me since 10th grade..and when we started working together I guess he started liking me more. And I really really love him as a friend and don't want to hurt him in anyway..he's important to me and I feel sooooo bad. I just want it to be how it was when he hadn't told me he liked me and I hadn't been like 'well I don't know..we'll see'. Ofcourse there was more said but it's a lot of stuff to write and I don't remember half of it. It was during cart duty at work and we were dying outside of heat exaustion. lol I wish I hadn't gotten his hopes up... I don't know. but this sucks.

propermedicine @ 2005-08-06T20:02:00

2005-08-07T00:07:40Z

Last week was funnnnnnnnn. I wish it could've lasted longer. I got so dark from the sun. My tan lines could blind someone. Freal. I went streaking on the beach in the middle of the night with Mich!!! Probably one of my most memorable moments... WOW. That was crazy.
Okay i'll finish this later cause i'm in the middle of doing a billion things. I lurve you guyth tho much. My lisp.. sorry. I mean lithp.
......................
Anyway, so i'm back now. And going to see War of the Worlds tonight. I'm taking my brother. I know..i'm a good sister.
I can't believe school starts in a week..or 9 days or whatever it is. I can't wait. I'm excited.
Other than that nothing new has happened. My arm really hurts. I think I tore a tendon or a muscle or something. But it hurts really bad. Every time I move it it feels like there's something grinding in there or like something's out of place. It really really bites the big one. I'm surprised I got through work today. I have to close tomorrow. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I'm kinda in a hurry but I promise i'll comment on everyone's journals later.

propermedicine @ 2005-07-25T10:45:00

2005-07-25T15:21:07Z

Tagged by Italianqueen13

Post your five favourite songs
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Fave Songs in No Particular Order:

Rocky Raccoon - The Beatles
Goodbye Stranger - Supertramp
Wish You Were Here - Pinkfloyd
A Day in the Life - The Beatles
Best of You - Foo Fighters

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Islands of Adventure was SUUUUPER. I had so much fun. It was good to get away and not worry about hardly anything all while riding rollercoasters and rides and eating junkfood. I found a brown Fender baseball cap and bought it. I looooooooove it so much. If I could wear it every day I think that I would. I had work yesterday and had to close so I didn't leave until 11. I was so tired. I felt as if I would fall over and die at any moment. I'm surprised no one yelled at me yesterday because I wasn't doing my job. Or I was..just I was talking to people too much. I need to stop that. But it's really hard not to talk to anyone. I can't help it..I goof around too much. Michelle brought me some tacos during my break and I thought that was really sweet of her. She is like a fruit loop in a bowl of cheerios.
And I had two weird dreams..one about Travis and one about Chris. :\ Which I thought was weird. I really really miss Chris. And Danielle and Kila-Nell and everyone from Daytona. :[ I wish we could go see them. OH YEAH and I had another dream that my cat Batman could turn into a demon cat thing..that was red and had goat horns and red eyes and wanted to bite anything that got too close to him. It was SCARY.